I often wonder
what this day would be
If I wasnt this slave
to something I'm not
Something I never was
and something my polluted mind now hopes to be
I often wonder
I often hope
For a different day
For a different way
I may stumble
I may fall
Same line I've heard
Same verse I've sang
Same sad story
Same ole me
I'd say I'd change
I'd lie to you
With my heart on a sleeve
You still wouldnt know
I'm the same inside
If you still can't see the outside
Break my heart
And break my fall
Because I'd look to you
After all
Pointing fingers
At the wall
Just to live another day
Telling a lie and living the same
Strive to change
But always blame
The outside
When the inside can't say sane
