Now

these sins I commit, against you and against Him
I'll continue to fall and continue to kill
And with each beating heart I stop
I know I'll never get the next chance
Chance for something that wasn't chance at all
Yet I beg for forgiveness and I beg for You
And fall short once again,
To this world and this sin
To never know true love
But the taste of poison that lines the harmless,
And the easy, all of this form
But I'll die for another taste
I'll die for both sides
And live for those days I see the light
Not to live in fright
But the need for You
And the thirst for more